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@@@@@I'm not worried about what's in it-not a bit-I just don't want to look at it nowI'll save it, she told herself, like for dessertAnd she picked up a handful of ledger sheetsBut she kept losing track of the arithmetic she was doing in her and finally she threw the accounts downHer fingers tore the sealed envelope openBelieve me, Rhett's letter began, when Isay that you have my deepest sympathy in your bereavement Mammy's death il a great lossI am grate4l that you nortfed me in time for me to see her before she wentScarlett looked up in a rage from the thick black pen strokes and spoke aloud"'Grateful,' my foot! So you could lie to her and to me, you varmint She wished she could burn the letter and throw the ashes in Rhett's face, shouting the words at himOh, she'd get even with him for shaming her in front of Suellen and WillNo matter how long she had to wait and plan, she'd find a way somehowHe had no right to treat her that way, to treat Mammy that way, to make a sham out of her last wishes like thatI'll burn it now, I won't even read the rest, I don't have to put my eyes to any more of hislies! Her hand fumbled for the box of matches, but when she held it, she dropped it at onceI'll die of wondering what was in it, she admitted to herself, and she lowered her head to read onShe would find her life unaltered, Rhett statedThe household bills would be paid by his lawyers, an arrangement he had made years before, and all moneys drawn from Scarlett's bank account by check would be replaced automaticallyShe might want to instruct any new shops where she opened accounts about the procedure all her current shopping places used: they sent their bills directly to Rhett's lawyersAlternatively, she could pay her bills by check, the amount being replaced in her bankScarlett read all this with fascinationAnything that had to do with money always interested her, always had, since the day when she was forced by the Union Army to discover what poverty wasMoney was safety, she believedShe hoarded the money she earned herself, and now, viewing Rhett's open-handed generosity, she was shockedWhat a fool he is, I could rob him blind if I wanted toProbably his lawyers have been cooking those account books for ages,